This Is What Can Happen If A Child Is Abused Even If It Is Only Once

I recently whipped my butt with a car antenna until it was very well swollen and bruised. I had a flashback of when I was 7 when I had to pull my pants down and bend over with my hands on the bench and get spanked with a 2x4 on my bare butt. I remember the incident vividly and I also remember the adrenaline rush that I had from it. It was very similar to the adrenaline rush I experienced on my recent event. I believe that this event was the event that triggered my desires to get spanked that I had since I was 8.
This is the long term effect that abusive spankings can have on a person.

Rodney Calmes